so being 18 hasnt been any different than being 17 haha. i mean i like the title but i havent put it to the test yet. hopefully i can soon. ive been wanting to get a tongue piercing, better yet, i was suppossed to ahve gotten it this week, but because i have things going on with the family, where i want to eat, and where i dont want to be cautious in, i have to postpone my piercing. hopefully next week, idk, haha, i really want it though. my party was fun for the most part. i should have gotten a better jolly jumper haha. we could hardly jump in it, well ACTUALLY, we COULDNT ahaha. one step on the edge and our faces/asses were tocuhing the ground. i guess it was fun falling over and over again. haha. but i wish i would have gotten a better one, one were we could have actually been able to jump, and where we could of enjoyed the slide. maybe next time. (: i sensed something in the air that afternoon, very unecessary things were said, but whatever, it wasnt my place to get involved in, but i didnt like it either. fuck it. im over it.
our beach day was fun, we had sort of like a picnic at mandalay,claudias ceviche was bomb. (: i always love her ceviche. ahahaa, played lots of "games" tried to make a huge human pyramid, that was unsuccessful, but we made a small one, ahah, one with a 3 people base. played piggy back race, i broke lina and nelle, aahha well actually only jannelle, she couldnt carry me so we fell to the floor. funny, lina can actually carry me!. hha. i took me tunr being in the bottom, ahaha. BOTTOM. lol, i carried cassie, sara, and nicole. fun. played red rover or how ever u spell it, i was very good, i was not about to let go of anyones hand no matter how much it would hurt.
our PHO night was very good. it was myself, cassie, sara, amanda, and CRISTIAN!. ahah. miracle he went out for a change. we mostly ordered our usuals, the food was bomb, i freaking love that place. lots of conversations were made, lots of laughs were made, and it was just an overall great night with the friends. i kept touching my tongue because i wanted a tongue piercing soo much, they kept makign fun of me. ahha... in other news, cristian is seriously a cutie. he made me smile everytime he spoke, whether if it was directed to me or not. i guess i found myself my next "crush", bout time, that apollo event really took a toll on me, but im back, and im happy. (: after pho we went to jack in the crack because cristian kept complaining that he wanted s a burger, we took him (next door) and we got ourselfs some oreo shakes. yumm. more laughs were exchanged, and sexual stuff was said between cassie and myself. ahaha. sooo funny.
cassie: "ewww you would really go down?!"
me:" ummm yeaa?.. what else am i suppossed to do??"
ahahaha soo funny. cassie and her reactions are hilarious. love her. in the end it was myself, saram and amanda for like an hour. sara's ride wasnt coming so we jst chilled there talking and bonding. perfect it was. (:
in more shocking news.. im actually not procastinating with my spring break homework! shocking right??? i finished most of my stuff already, and its barely the middle of the week, ahaha, i made 6 poems, 4 of which im very happy with, finished a stupid book for government AP review, and all i have to do now is a project. i have an idea of what i want to do, but now i just have to put it into action. im like soo proud of myself for not letting all this stuff for sunday night. haha i guess i figured i wasnt going to be able to do everything since that sunday was easter sunday. which i cant faken wait for. EGG WAR will be happening. HECK YESS.
o. i went out driving today for a change. i paid for an instructor to take me because i simply wastn going to learn with the people in this house. everybodu is either busy, or faken lazy i swear. gahh. anyways. it was pretty good. drove for 2 hours, compared to the 10 mins i did in my first time. lol. i actually went on the main streets this time. didnt crash, learned how to park, how to turn, and how to reverse, plus a 3 point turn, and a u-turn. i felt very successful. now i have to seriously annoy the hell out of my siblings to take me out because i dont want to pay again. that shit was expensive. >_>
thoughts: high school.. im soo faken over it already, college can u come any faken slower? gahh. i jst want to leave oxnard already no faken idea. this huge friendship that we all once had.. i see it slowly diminishing, and its sad to see, not even to graduation yet, and were slowly breaking off. soo much drama... UNECESSARY drama that is.. soo annoyed with it already... i guess heading off t0 college wont be AS hard AS i thought it would be..
night. (:
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