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FRIENDS!!!! so like i got tired of my plain blog. blogger just doesnt have that many options for a background, or anything cool. it doesnt let me get creative. so im switching over to my original first blog, its located in tumblr. that blog site lets me get more creative with my stuff. ive been bloggin the same things in my tumblr blog just in case i felt like this. so everything thats here is in my other blog. (: i suggest u guys should switch to tumblr, i mean u guys hardly blog, so there wouldnt be such a difference in a change haha. its way better. its more organized too. so this is my last post here in blogger. my tumblr account is ferniebby.tumblr.com YOU GUYS SHOULD GET A TUMBLR ACCOUNT! me and sara love it. (:

i smile, he smiles, && it makes me happy.

I jst can't seem to stop crushing! LOL. Now I'm crushing on another guy. This one however. Is familiar territory. I've been through this before, and I'm enjoying his presence once again. Haha. He's been making me smile and laugh so many times recently that I jst fell back on were I had left off. He's been really cool with me as well. I'm sure that I'm pretty obvious by the way I act. I mean, I can't keep a straight face with him, jst looking at him makes me smile, and then he smiles too! Haha. But it doesn't seem to bother him, which makes me happy. I'm glad that during these last moments of high school, I have someone to put a smile on my face, someone who jst makes me feel good inside, and someone who's a guy that isn't bothered by my actions. (: after graduation, I know that I'm gonna slowly lose contact with him, or not..?.. We will jst have to wait and see. I mean, ill still txt or call him on his bday like I did this past year, but idk if I will txt him here and there..lol,, I don't think I'm making sense anymore haha. So I'm jst gonna stop here, and say that I'm happy with how some things are going byy. (:

Audrina:" IM DONE,.. IM DONE!"

gahhhhh!. i seriously cant fucken wait till gradutaion. that will be the day that i will end things once and for all. i dont need fake people in my life. i tried being fucken nice but im jst like seriously done. im soo done with all this unecessary fucken drama. talking shit about people, being fake to people, being two faced, get a fucken life. everything is just gettin sooo old. i love the people who are true to me, and they know that im true to them. ive said this once and ill say it again, not to sound cocky or anything, but im the most trustworthy friend anyone can have in their life, and most of my friends KNOW IT... im confident in where my life is going, im confident in MYSELF, and im TRUE to who I AM. if people want to hate on me, go ahead. your wasting ur time u can say whatever u want. i could care less, its never gonna affect me. and it will never bring me down. i know what i want in life, so before people start to judge, take a look at your life first, and then see who has it better.


now i know the answer to the infamous phrase "why cant we just get along?".. BECAUSE THERES TOO MUCH FAKENESS IN BETWEEN thats why.


goodnight. <3

its for the best.

things have gotten better for me. my heart is no longer suffering from confusion. i know what i needed to do, and i did it. and it just might of been for the best.

i've felt better about some people, which is a really good thing for me, i couldnt let all that nonsense control my daily attitude, it wasnt healthy. senior year is approaching it's sad ending and all i can seem to do now, is finish up last minute work, and enjoy the last bits of moments that high school has to offer. im eager to see what this summer has to offer, license? car? tattoo?... love?... who knows, summer isnt that far away, so i wont be waiting that long. im also eager to see what a new environment will bring to my life, im so excited to begin my life at Santa Barbara, so excited to experience new things, i jst dont have the words to express it.. well i guess i jst did. HA. life is starting to be good again, and im glad it is. (: