finals. finals. FINALS. !

so what do you know. 1st semester of my SENIOR year, came and went. im still in shock of how fast it passed. one more semester left, and im out of high school. whooaahh. soo many memories, so many good times, so many crushes, haha, but thats for another time. we still have 2nd semester to create more wonderful things. !

the thing im focusing on now are finals.

whooaahh,, calculus, to FACKEN english, to easy ass physiology. finals went pretty well for the most part. lol

CALCULUS.
- the calculus final wasn't that bad, i actually thought it was pretty easy. but when ever i think that about a math it always ends up backfiring on me. haha. for the most part i understood what to do, the previous day me and cynthia were studying how to set up equations on paper, and on calculator. get this, we were studying at CARL's JR. AHAHAH. yyy u ask??? because me and my friends would be the only people down to do that. ahaha. but yea, i finished my test on the first day, while most people didnt, and got a second day to do it. yy u ask again? becasue our calculus class was in first period, which is 50 minutes long, compared to our other classes that are 1hr and 50 mins long. but yeah, i had finished my test on the first day, so i didnt needed to continue doing it the second day, but i took the day to look over my work for mistakes. i felt very confident in the end.

GOVERNMENT AP
- our final was a partyy. ! woot woot. haha. we didnt have an actual final, final. we had taken a unit test the week before, so that was counted as our final. even though it wasnt. we had a "cultural exchange" lots of good food was brought. my favorites are claudia's ceviche, and deanna's spinach dip. YUMM- O they are freaking BOMB. not joking. i was pregnant with a food baby by the time class ended.

ASB
- here, we had yet, another party. AHAHAHAH. dont worry this was on a new day. not right after the government one. haha. here lots of good food was brought as well, enchiladas, pancet, bacon, beans, waffles, cereal, french toast, donuts, cake, and deanna's spinach dip. ! hahah. (it was breakfast themed,)it wasnt really sticked to thoguh, haha but whatever food was bomb. after this class ended, i had another freaking food baby. ughh. i really let myself goo. -_-

ENGLISH 4 AP
- here, was the final of hell, ohhh myyy. we got tested on EVERYTHING we talked about since day one of school. literally. tested on books we read over the summer, and during school. also on stories, poetry, and writing characteristics. but since nobody (me and friends) pay attention during her class, seriously we all txt, or even sleep right in front of the teacher, we had a really hard time. well i guess i can speak for myself on this one then, i HAD A REALLY HARD TIME. guessed pretty much all of the 100 questions. i no i got at least 20 or 30 questions right though. some of the questions i knew. this was the worst final, ughh. thank god it is over.

PHYSIOLOGY
- this test we underestimated it. we all thought that it was going to be soo hard. so we spent the night before the test making up our cheat sheets. we hoped from mcdee's to strabucks to finally jannelle's house. we wrote soo small and packed everything into an index card. surprisingly the index card was hardly needed. most of the questions were SUPER easy. but then again, if we hadnt made those cheat sheets, we would of missed alot of questions. ( i think i contradicted myself.. o well) by the end of the period. i felt good. even though i guessed on like 15 it was still a pretty easy test. i was happy with it.

FRENCH 4 AP
- for the last class, our teacher decides who takes the final. she decides this by excluding the people that have never been absent, from taking the test. THANKFULLY, i was one of those people. i couldnt afford taking that test, i needed full credit for the final (she gives full credit to people not taking the final). so instead of taking the final, me, dontae, eilien, and brenda, spent the class time playing scrabble. it was soo fun. some of us were making lots of points by just one word. ahah. in the end i got second place, with 153 points. 5 points short from dontae who got first place, 158.

overall, i was worried for nothing. most of the finals were pretty easy. now that i think about it, i only had to take 3 finals out of my 6 actual classes. yay me. !

well, first semester is over. time to begin and end my last semester of my high school career. ill keep you posted. (:

let me have a LIFE.

my whole life, ive been the good son, always stayed home, listened to rules, didn't do anything bad, or even get in soo much trouble. but now.. as a 17yr old, i just dont want to be like that anymore. im SICK and TIRED of been the good person, sick and tired of staying at home, wasting my time, while people are out enjoying their lifes. i want to have adventures out there in the world, not here in my house, playing video games and watching tv. but my mother just doesnt seem to understand.

see, im the baby in my family, and my mom is very caring over me, and its not that i hate that, i LOVE that shes soo carign about me, but she has to understand that im not a baby anymore. that i WANT a life.

shes never been strict with me, but now that ive grown up shes gotten wayy more strict and i dont like it at all. my thing with that is that why is she choosing to be strict now, now that im almost 18yrs old. im sure shes thinking that im when i go out, im out there drinking, or doing things i shouldnt be doing, and even though she tells me that shes not thinking that, i KNOW she is. whenever i go out i always tell her where i am, and where im going, but i feel like she thinks im lying to her. and it furstrates me. she needs to understand that im NOT like all those other teenagers my age, im NOTHING like them, i dont waste my time doing the STUPID things that they do. MY FRIENDS are not even like that either, so she doesnt need to worry about me hanging around that type of crowd.

i want to have the same previlages that all my other friends get, their parents, TRUST them, they get let out of the house until whatever time they want. I WANT to be like that, this is my last year with my friends (if we all separate in college) and i want to spend every moment with them. but that is costing me. my mother keeps calling my phone to come home, i have to argue with her evertime to tell her that im fine, that im not doing anything wrong, i tell her where i am, but in the end she makes me feel soo guilty that for the rest of the time im not happy or confortable being were i am.

last night, i spent it with ym friends, we were having a good time, went to eat, to the store, and finally to my friend's house. i told my mom that i was going to go out to eat, she was fine with it, but since my phone was broken (she knew it was) idk if she tried to locate me or something, but when i called her to tell her i was at my friends house she was mad at me. telling me that it wasnt the time for me to be at someone elses house, and that she wanted me home. i started arguing with her again, telling here the same things i always tell her. she ended up hanging up on me. that was around 8 or 9 pm. the rest of the night i spent it feelign guilty, and not comfortable at all, on one hand i felt that i should be going home, that i should listen to my mom, but in the other hand, i wanted to be with my friends, i didnt wanna go home to waste my time on the tv all alone. so i decided that i was going to stay. when we finally went home it was 2am. i got dropped off last. thinking that i was fine, and that my mom would get over it, i went inside and there she was, laying in the couch with a blanket waiting for me. and once i entered she started crying. she kept telling me that she was worried for me, that something could of happen to me, i kept telling her that she didnt have to worry, i wasnt doing anything wrong, that she needed to trust me. i almost cried along with her, but i held back the tears.

i jst hope that my mom comes around, and that she learns to trust me, to let me grow up, and to make my own choices. the last thing i want to do is hurt her, or push her away, but if she doesnt learn how to trust me, i dont know how things will be in the end.

PROCASTINATION: a love && hate relationship.

i think we all know what procastination is right??? if you don't, well let me tell you.

Procastination means that you wait till the last minute to get everything done, when you had LARGE amounts of free time to do it.

now that you know what procastination is, let me tell about the love and hate relationship that i have with it.

well, in school there are three kinds of people, the type that get everything done when its assigned, the type that don't care at all about what is assigned, and then there are the type of people that i happily fit myself into. the PROCASTINATORS. well i believe that my whole life ive been a procastinator, and ive noticed that u had dealt with it sooo well, that it has got me to where i am today. (: idk what it is about doing everything last minute that jst works out for me, but it does, and i dont have any problem with it. im not saying that im lazy when it comes to schoolwork, heck what am saying? yes i am lazy when it comes to homework.. who isnt??? certainly not myself, and the people i associate myself with. MY FRIENDS. we are one huge ass group of procastinators, and i love it ahah. but anyways, its not that i couldnt do my work when ever i had free time, i could if i really wanted to, but thats just simply not how my mind works. whenever i have an assignment and i know that it wont be due for a while, my mind just doesnt feel like working on it, instead it thinks

"O! i still have 2 weeks to get it done! why do it now??"

or in cases of research papers, or big projects

" O! i still have month and a half to get it done! whyy do it now???"

ahaha. i dont know why i have that state of mind when it comes to things like that, but i dont rwally mind it, because in the end, it works out wayyy better, then if i would of done stuff periodically. i guess what im trying to say is that i WORK BETTER UNDER PRESSURE. haha. when i know that something is due the next morning, then thats when i get to work on whatever it is, now matter how big or small the assignment is. thats when i truly get into "work mode" and waste my night working on stuff that i regret not working on earlier. even though i get furstrated with myself, and with the amount of work, i suck it up, because i only have myself to blame. but like i said, this has become my source of success throughout high school!. literally.

two main examples that i can give about how being a procastinator has made me achieve high grades on assigments would have to be, science fair project, and research papers. all i can say about the science fair project is that i spent one day working on it, (mainly night) and that one night was jst enough to get my project an awesome grade, and even qualify me for the county state science fair! and for the research papers, ive literally started and finished them the day before their due date, nights filled with furstration, tirednes, complete BS writing, and overall "im over it" mood. so what do those nights give me? they get my papers high scores. my papers turn out to be as good as the other papers, from the straight "A" students, students that did their papers with time, and spent lots of their time actually researching. haha ! HOW DO I DO IT? i honestly dont know. but im glad i do it. haha.

that was the thing i love about procastinatig, the thing i hate it about it, is the fact that i spend one whole night doing eveeything possible to get everything done. from txting, to twittering for assignments, to starting from scratch. gettin furstrated with the whole thing every hour of the way. wanting to give up, BSing it when u jst dont dont give a fuck anymore. WANTING TO SLEEP. and literally jst wanting to give up. you think to yourself,

"why did i wait last minute to do all this! i had twoo freaking weeks to get it
done and over with!"

you wish you could go back in time to actually do ur work, (well at least i think that ahaha). but other than these furstrating things, i enjoy doing it, HAHA, like i said, it works for me. so WHY NOT? <3> is not for everyone, me and my friends have literally become professionals in this artform. ahaha.



P.S. if you've sparked some thoughts about turning into a procastinator, dont, ur not going to handle it, truste me. it takes alot of endurance to not crack under the pressure.

A walk to remember.

Aww. What a great night it turned out to be. Such an adventure.!
We we were all bored so it was decided that we were going to thee movies today. At first the moviees were scheduled for tomorrow, but eddie nelle bexy and lina had mock trial so we weren't going to b able to hang out at night. So it was switched to today.
The movie: daybreakers. Yay for vampires! Ahah.

Well, as the time approached, the rain didn't want to stop, so we went to thee movies in the rain. Jhonny picked me up again. Then we went to pick up jannelle. She took forever, we thought that she was getting ready, but she didn't see the txt we jhonny sent her. So we had 10 mins to get to thee movie theater. We arrived on time. Jst in time for previews!! Best part. Haha.

Well the movie was pretty interesting. It was sooo dramatic, lots of dramatic music, and dramatic moments. Ahah. But for the most part, it was a freaking nutcase. WHAT THE? Ahah. Seriously, vampires turning ugly, eating each other, licking blood of the walls and floors. Whoaahhh. Crazy! Ahah.

Well the movie ended, and we went out to literally stand on the rain, and decide what we were going to do next. It took like 10 minutes to decide. We kept arguin on what was closer. Ahahah. Ohh myyy. Sooo funny. We decided on dennys, but one big problem, no car. So we HAD TO WALK, in the drizzle. Haha. That was an adventure let me tell u.

Ok so were walking,we decided to take a short cut through the oxnard parking lot.

Cynthia:" u crazy? Through the scary dark parking lot?! Were going to get raped!"
Andrew:" fernie won't mind!"
Myself:" ahah ill take one for the team u guys!!"

LMAO!! So we keep walking in the drizzle, cars passing us by. And were walking, laughing, andrew signing, and cynthia worring about her hair. I was worrying too, it was gettin really wet too. ): we jumped sooo many puddles, it was fun. Cassie wasn't successful, she got her ugg boots all wet. Haha. We were almost to dennys went the cops decided to slow down. Ohh myy. Scaryy. Ahah. My paranoid self worried aha. So we speeded it up. Well, me kristal, johnny, and cassie. Once we arrived to dennys, I was a HOT mess. Literally my hair was all ugly but it was w.e. I wasn't impressing anybody. Lol.

So we chilled in dennys, everyone got food except myself. I wasn't hungry. So I jst sat, and started bloggin this night.

(:


Well now were going home. I hope my mommy doesn't kill me.I'm not that wet, but let's hope she's not mad. (:

LETS ice skate!. (:

so my friends decided that we needed to go out yesterday (saturday), but we didnt know where to go or what to do. idk who it was either cassi or eddie, but it was decided that we should go ice skating.

so we arrive at the skating ring. its myself, sara, cynthia, andrew, eddie, cassie, jhonny, and CHRISTIAN ! whaaat?? ahah. hes been really outgoing lately. ahaha. (: but yeah we arrived, like at 7. the ring wasnt opned till 7:30 so we jst chilled outside, and then we headed inside to atleast get out skates. the entry fee was 10 dollas, i payed 8 in dollar bills, and 2 dollars worth of quarters ahah. the lady was looking at my quarters as my turn to pay was approaching. LOL.
so we pay and get our skates, i check my shoe size to see what i am, cause i completely forgot, and im a 7, so i tell the guy i need size 7, i try those out, and cant even squeeze my foot in. i go back to exchange them, and get some 8.5 those fitted a little better, i didnt know it yet, but they were going to be a PAIN IN THE ASS. so we all get ready, lock up our stuff into two small lockers. ahaha. and we hop into the ring. this was my second time going ice skating, but i might as well consider it my first, the last time i went was when i was like 10 years old. ahah. so i skating, almost falling here and there, cynthia was holding my hand, and teaching me how, then she leaves me on my own AHAHA. so im there going slowly around the ring, gettin the hang it, almost coming close to falling, next thing i kno, in the other side of the ring, sara falls and hits the side of her face. everyone was over there, and i couldnt go faster so i went slowly to where they were. when i reaced them i saw that sara had gotten a bruise. ouch. but she was a tropper and got back in the ring. it wasnt a ong time until i fell, well i more like slid, not literally fall, so i was good. i was making some good progress, gettin a little faster and faster. but i was being outshown by the hidden talent of johnny, ohh myyy. he was gliding all around that damm ring. so jealous i was. aha. but yeah, then i got tired so i hoped off to where everyone else was sittin and rested for a while.

after a few minutes, we hoped back in, this time i was going a little bit faster, not such a good idea, i freakin fall on my back. ahaha. darn, and i thought i was gettin the hang of it. but yeah i got up, and continued. it was sadd. most of the time i was by myself, going all around the ring. with everyone passing me once in a while. AHAHAHAHA. omg. how lonely. right? but then as i started to speed up i was keeping up with thee friends. by this time, my feet are killing me, ooomg they were hurting soo bad, lol. so we hop out once again, sit in the bleachers and check boys out. cassie slore had her eye on the ice patrol guard guy and she was determine to get his help. her and andrew plann this whole thing up that they are going to fall on purpose so that "he" can help them up. and what do u know, when they "fall" he goes to them, and helps them up. AHAHAAH. I WASN'T EVEN THAT DESPERATE. LOL. awwww love you guys. ahaha. but anyways their plan worked so cassie was extatic about it. in the other side of the ring, i was holding hands with sara, and going around the ring, pretty fun, but then idk what i did, but i fall on my back YET again. ahaha. ughh. "the guy" comes up to me and asks is i was alright. i was like yeaah thnx. (: ahaha. by this time, theres alot of people in the ring, old and young. speaking of young skaters, there was this little girl, wearing a pink jacket, that would always be falling. she jst wanted to get the attention of all the guys, like seriously, u cant be fallin that much. ahaha. SHE WAS DESPERATE. lol. she was like 5 yrs old. LMAO.

the minutes passed and i was really gettin the hang of it, i wasn't going that slow anymore, if my feet werent killin me, i think i would of been going faster, but that was my fault for gettin small shoes. by now the snow ball fight had already started after going around the ring lots of times, it tends to scrape up ice, and in return we amke it inot snow balls. (: haha. it was FUNN. gettin everyone in the head, andrew got me and i got him back, but the people i was aiming for were my new freshman friend krista and her friend emily. they kept throwing ice at me so it was only fair that i would get them back. ahah.
ok so me and krista were going back and forth hittin each other, and when its my turn to get her i skate soo fast to her that i have no idea what happened but i skated out of the ring, and landed on my back outside of the ice. ahaha. woaaahhh. it was crazy!. i wish it would of been recorded. ahah. that was the end for me lol. i WAS TIRED. and my feet were KILLING ME. ughh. i rested for the rest fo the time, and when it was time close up i skated jst one more time. i was a pretty fun night.

it was fun, but i was sooo ready to take those shoes off, and when i did, it was freaking heaven. i swear. soooo much relief. (: it felt really good to stretch those toes. (: ahah.

it was a good way to end the day to a boring saturday. (:
yay. i love my friends. (:

"Let's commit the perfect crime, i'll steal your heart, and you'll steal mine."

i want to believe that lovee, has found me this year already, but its still up in the air about the true meaning of it. ever since i became open with my friends about my love life, and they became open with me about theirs, im talking about gay love life, i always told myself that i would never be interested into someone that had been previously talking or seeing one of my friends. i always told myself that. i made it a rule for myself, but that rule apparently has dissapeared. i also made it a rule to not fall FOR a friend, bc if something would of happen, then i would of lost a friend, and i would of lost a love. but that rule seemed to have had dissapeared as well. not only did i almost completely fall for a friend, but now im falling for someone that one of them had been talking to previously.

im gladd that i quickly stopped myself, from completely falling for one of my friends, if i wouldnt, idk what awkwardness i would be in right now. im glad that THAT is now old water under the bridge, and that it occurred months ago, now im in a better place with that situation. but this new guy, i can't seem to stop myself, what i mean to say is that i DONT want to stop myself. i wanna jst let it happen. i enjoy our conversations, they always bring a smile to my face. but sometimes i feel that i ENJOY them TOO much that i always tend to ask for more, i feel like im a conversation sucking leech, and i feel like that is annoying him. i have gotten better with the amount of txts i send out, but here and there i slip. but then thing is that sometimes when i slip, it seems that he isnt bothered by it at all, and it brings comfort to me. he txts back perfectly fine, going along with the conversation, and even starting some new conversations of his own. ive felt soo many mixed emotions, that i didnt know what to feel anymore.
but things have changed now.

this past week, ive felt that ive gotten a little more close with him, and that he feels more comfortable with me. i no longer feel like im annoying him, bc he doesnt make me feel like that through his txts anymore. i feel soo happy, that the vibration of my phone is like music to my ears. (cheesy lol) . im enjoying his company, and im hoping he is enjoying mine. i hope that it continues going good, but then again, if things change, then im gonna have to be ready, i cant be too attached to him, NOT YET, if things keep going the way they are, then im free to do as i please. it will be my fault in the end, if this whole thing turns out be a "mirage", and ima jst have to deal with it. "/

(knocks on wood)

WINTER rally.

well, what do u know, another rally has arrived for us. a rally, that i wasnt very happy to do anymore. haha. ughh. prior to rally day, we had one week, one week to get shit done. whyy u ask? for one thing, we had our winter break. i doubt people would of worked during winter break, i FOR SURE WASNT going to. haha. and then the week we get back, ms buen was still somewhere in europe, because her flight had been delayed bc of snow, and storms. so that week was crossed out for doing important stuff. so this past week, was all we had to get started and get finished. well rally day came, and i was basically over it from the beginning of the day.
OH did i mention? I WAS DECO COMMISSIONER. like i actully had the title this time. but, i wasnt alone, i was accompanied by our favorite person. ! the ("co- commissioner") i mean, she deserved it right?? she did SOOOO MUCH for homecoming, it would of been ludacris to not get her as commissioner a second time. but anyways, heres rally day.

i arrived at school, at 7:30, bc that was the time, the fat pig wanted us to be there to take the stuff to the gym, i had no problem with it. so i arrive, is she there? nope i dont think soo. ahaha. so i help our sports rec tie some balloons. when they finish which was like 20 minutes later, had she arrived yet? NOPE. hmmm. was she gettin lipo or something??? i was wrong, her fatness came walking in like about 3 mins before the first bell rang. i had already taken all the stuff to the gym with the help of other GREAT ASB members. <3 align="center">me:"ariana (her name) why are u puttin them like that? they are supposed to go horizontal"

RONALD REAGEAN library.

we are seniors, so what do we do???! we take a field trip to the RONALD REAGEN LIBRARY, for our government class. ahaha. sooo funn.
well, we left at about 9am from school, all the jocks (college prep people) had to run to the bus to get the back seats, lameee. so we settled for the middle-ish. i sat with bexy. that shady bitch. the night before she had been all nice to eddie R about sitting together. that they were bus buddies for life, but once she found out that eddie had already decided to sit next to cynthia (my cheer captain) she decided to be all lovey dovey to me, and treat me like her freakin reboud. WHAT A BITCH! ahaha. but whatever. LOL. shes a shady. the bus ride was fun, listened to some music, and i looked over bexy's marie claire magazine. some cute stuff was in there. the bus ride wasnt that long, it was like an hour?? i think. when we got there, we literally sat in the bus for like 20 minutes, waiting for some lady to come board our bus and give us directions. gahh. i was gettin furstrated. we were told to make groups of 15 or 16 or 10?? i dont remember. but us friends gathered and made a group. who was lucky enough to be our chapperon?? MRS. LANDRETH. ahaha. ohhh myyy. we got a guide person, i forgot his name. WALT??? idk. but he didnt have an outside voice, he spoke very quietly. so i was like -_- we started our tour like 40 minutes after we physically arrived at the site. ahaha. it was pretty interesting, i had preiviosuly gone, but not like recently, more like in a few years. i think i went during 5th of 4th grade, not sure. we got to see, pieces of the berlin wall, they were pretty. painted and stuff. somebody made a joke about kristal trying to jump over it ahaha. then we visited the buried site. we didnt know it but he was actually buried there. whoaaahh. crazzyy. then we went inside to actually see the library. we saw a collection of signatures from all the previous presidents before reagen, i loved the signatures. i wish mine was like theirs ahah. but no mine is freaking UGLY!. ughh. anyways. we saww how his kitched looked, his younger days, and the attempted assassination on him. whooahh. then the most exciting part came. we went aboard air force one. ! that was pretty interesting. i thought that the inside would have more space, but as i was walking inside it, i felt caustrophobic. eww. then we went to look at the model of the oval office, it was pretty. it actually looks like an OVAL!. haha. lots of pictures were taken, of displays, and us. hopefully they make it into the yrbook. woot. ! haha. then we were let go to eat. we had been told to bring our own food bc the goof there was expensive. and THEY WERENT KIDDING. whoaaah. super expensive it was. i got myself a bacon cheeseburger, fries, and drink for $15. -_- i felt sooo ashamed afterwards. literally. haha. we sa outside apart from the rest of the people that came in the trip with us, and we enjoyed the nice view. but then we were told that we needed to go where everyone was at, so we did, foodless causewe had jst finished. ahaha. so we went and sat with everyone else. well not really, we were still sepearated. the sun was burning. it didnt like my shirt. food was been thrown into mouths. well, kristal's mouth. ahaha. she missed lots of times, so she was ALL dirty in the end. not such a good idea to play mouth catch when ur wearing white. ahaha. we played "he likes me, he likes not" with some dandelions, i got "he likes me" 2 out 3 times. (: it made my day. ahah. well it was time to head back. boarded the buses, sat in a different place from last, still in the middle-ish. me and bexy sang in the ride home. moslty gaga, and random shit. ahaha. FUNN.

PACKED week. (jan 11-15)

ohh myyy, soo this past week has been sooo packed with soo many thing. i think it was more packed than homecoming week. ahah. from OC, to rally deco, to fieldtrips, to HOMEWORK. gahh. lets get started.

MONDAY.
- monday felt like any other monday, freaking HORRIBLE. i seriously hate mondays. i see all my classes, and it the begining of the freaking week. ughh. but yeah, school went by really sloww. dreaded it soo badly. haha.
1st period was hell, i really dont like math anymore.
2nd period was extremely chill, sat on the desk, with nothing to do. me and brenda conversated about our weekends. haha. and how my freaking phone was being a douche! seriously. it would brake (buttons would stop working) and then it would fix itself. like whaaaa. ??? gahh. got me stressed the whole weekend. i felt sooo disconnected from the world. ahah. but yeah, the freshmen level grade office didnt require our help, so we jst sat there.
3rd period we spent it talking about the filedtrip that we were going to be taking the next day. mr nese is soo paranoid i swear. he wants everything nice and steady, he thinks something bad is going to happen every minute.
4th period was blahh. ms buen was back from her trip all around europe it seems haha. her flight was delayed so she was absent the whole first week back to school, wich was not a good thing for us, (deco) people that needed to get the rally shit started. i went to all the class presidents and asked them to pick their class mural picture. our rally was penguin themed so pictures of penguins was wha i had to offer. they were cuutee penguins. ! hah.
5th period i believe we spent it talking about poetry, and i believe we also took a test on poetry, dont really remember, i never pay attention in that class. ahah.
6th period was a total waste of time, like usual, gahhh. physiology, is SSOOOOO boring. well, right now it is. hah.
7th period. ohhh myyy, somebody shoot me hahaha. FRENCH is not the same anymore, ms matthews is more attentitive, which is not good in my opinion. she now has made the rule that if u dont do your homework, u get detention, WHAAA??? fakk. so now i have to do my homework, not necesseraly AT HOME, more like during 5TH period. ahaha. funn. and i believe this was the day that andrew got kicked out of the class for two minutes for talking in english. ahaha. SOOO FUNNy. i was talking in english too, but i didnt get caught, NICEEE. lol.
afterschool. i went to the first afterschool deco that we had for the rally. it was blahh. i did some 3-d snowflakes, and put people to do their murals. that was pretty much it, it actually went by really fast. after that shit was done, i had about 2.5 hours to kill, before my first spring OC class started, @ 7. so i decided to go home, thinkin that my sister was going to be able to bring me later, but i made a call home to make sure she was there. it turned out that she had already left, so i had to turn around and start walking my ass to OC. gahh. well, i actually enjoyed it. ahahah. the drivers gave me their attention, and that boosted up my ego. AHAH. i missed the walking to OC haha. i freaking love itt. but yes, i arrived at OC, with 1.5 hours to kill, i had to turn in some papers to the admission office or else they would drop my ass, so i did jst that. afterwards, i literally walked all around the campus, as i was walkin, some ladies came up to me and they were like,

"hey, do you smoke??!"

i was like "umm noooo."

the blond lady was like "GOOD JOB!!"

ahaha. crazyy. soo i continued my walk all around the campus, searched for where my class was going to take place, and then settled down on a bench by myself, listening to some music. like 10 minutes had passed when suzy came out of nowhere and sat next to mee. haha. whoaah. havent talked to her in forever, so it was a little "awkward snail" being there (insider). we would talk, and then they crickets would talk. then we would talk again, then it would be the cricket's turn. aha. i txted eddie to come save me cause he was there previously, he was retaking a bio class, aaha. ohh eddie R lol.

so he saved me, and we went to our class. ethics. woahh. what an experience that was. our teacher seriosuly looked like mel gibson, with long hair. noo kidding. me and friends spent the class time passing notes, and goofin off. we have a guy version of kattie in our class. HOW FUNN IS THAT RIGHT??? ahah. but for the most part, the class didnt sound that bad. so we dcided to stick with it. (:

OH. and eddieR, andrew, lina, and jenny, decided to pull a dirty trick on me, and steal my phone, that wasnt nice, i felt soo lost. ahah. but they eventually gave it to me. i knew eddie had stolen it the whole time!. gahh.

TUESDAY

-(field trip day, read next post.)

WEDNSDAY.

- school was school

1st period took a math test, which i felt good about, but then again, i always feel good about math tests and never get the grade that i think i'll get ahah. ughh.

3rd period we spent it discussing the fieldtrip that we had taken the previous day (read next post) we truend in our last OUTLINE EVER! woot. it was heaven. haha. i got a chekc plus. whaat thee? i typed 11 freeaking pages for a check plus!! it should of been PLUS PLUS. but whatevee uggh. then we discussed the chapter of the outline. pretty chill.

5th period im sure we spent it talking about poetry, i honestly cant remember, i was probably txting the whole time, oo wait, YES. i was txting the whole time, <3>

7th period was hell like always. we got our progress reports for the class, like a check up on missing assignment that we need to turn in and stuff. and for our luck. me, andrew, and claudia, got our points for the video that we never showed! ahaha. such a relief. we had to do this cooking video, and then show it to the class, but we lagged it soo much in showing it, that she must of thought that we showed it, so she gave us points for it. FULL CREDIT points. ahah. woot woot. such a relief it was, bc our video pretty much sucked without the special effects that the other groups spent their time puttin. HAHA.

afterschool. me and andrew rushed to OC bc we had another class that day. this time at 4pm. bexy and eddie were way in front of us. not even having the decency to stop and wait. HAHAHAH. lamees. lol. but alee spotted andrew so she gave eddie, bexy, and us a ride. we got there fast. our class was bio lab. im actually excited for it. it looks pretty interesting. the only thing that is that the professor (a girl) has EXTREMELY BLOND eyeborws. ahahaha. ohhh myyy. seriously. super blond. ahaha. but she was cool. (: she let us out early bc it was the first day, and we didnt have our stuff. yay. so as we were heading back to ale's car, me and bexy decided to go home walking instead. (: spend some quality time. haha. we talked, mostly about me and my life, haha. she is now caught up with my life, and whats going on in it. we talked about boys, and how difficult they are. ahah. ughh. it was fun though. (: then we went our seperate ways. me alone, walking down bard rd, at night, is not such a good idea for the road. i swear. IM GOING TO CAUSE AN ACCIDENT. these drivers i swear, ahaha. they are always looking at me. and what do i do, i SMILE. ahahaha. im such a slore. but whatever. (: <3>

THURSDAY

- nothing exciting happened in school, it was blahh. i saw all my classes. which i didnt like. gahh. but anyways, once school ended, the hard work started. we (asb) had that night to finish tracing and painting everything needed for the rally, so we really got our asses to work. lots of snowflakes were made, i traced some igloos, murals were traced and colored. pretty productive. the only thing that freaking bothered me was that the fat pig spent all her time working on a gigantic 3-d snowflake that couldnt stay up by itself. i was like, why are u spending all ur time into something that is not going to make it? like seriously, ughh. got on my nerves.

FRIDAY.

- rally day. (see rally post)

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REWIND.

omg. what did i say in my last post?? that i was going to keep posting, and posting as things occured. but like the lazyness that i am, i havent posted a new post since january 4th! woaah. such a long time. well, get ready. im gonna catch u guys up on everything. that means LOTS seperate posts. haha.

POSTs to COME.

- Week of january 11-15
- fieldtrip to ronald reagan library.
- rally day (jan 15)
- lovee
- ice skating.


well, here we goo. ! (:

what a MISSION it was.

today has been one of the most funnest, longest days ive had ahaha. it went really well.

woke up on time. dressed with new clothing. ready for school. i must have fallen off my bed at night because i arrived at school like 15 mins early. seriously. i spent it being a loner in my calculus class. haha. class finished fast, which i totally loved, it was math so i could care less if it went by fast aahaha. 2nd period was blahh. being an office aid is jst a great past time. lol. 3rd period was swell.

coach cynthia was mad at me because i let go of myself this winter break, i gained soo much weight, so she was mad, and told me that i wasnt going to cheer. "but coach! im gonna throw up tonight! i promise!!" "promise?" "yess!! ill do anything for the team" ahah. and then here comes andrew with his sad story that he only has 2 weeks to live, backstabbing the whole time he was talking to coach. he obviously wanted the attention on him, but i wasnt going to let that happen. i mean, i am the BEST at routines, what is he ? a flyer? whaaat? no wonder he has two weeks left to live, hes fallen sooo many times. ahahahaha. LOL. thats me and my friends having a good time. ahaha. (fiction)

4th period was good, OTHER THAN THE LAME ASS SUB WE HAD. oooomg can he jst like die already?,hes freaking annoying, and stupid. him and his fxcken beer belly, what is he thinkin! i swear. ughh. lamee. 5th period was GREAT!. my BS writing came through for me ONE AGAIN. !!! i got a A- on my research paper.! ahaha. yay! i was sooo happy. especially, since i did better than people who actually spent their time doing the paper. ahaha. all it took me was an "all nighter" and i was set. ! (: haha lunch was same as usual. discussed what classes we would be taking for spring 2010. 6th was broing, 7th was majorly lame.

AFTER SCHOOL was when all the fun started. cassie, moi,andrew and claudia, went on a search for the rest of our friends that we were gonna join to embark on a mission to OC. found them in our estrange level grade office, never thought i would set foot int hat counsiling room, today i did, for the very first time. woaahh. anyways, we gota out admissions slips and were on a hurry to leave. well actually, jannelle was was hurrying us because her bf T.O.M. was making her cranky. ahah. so we went to her house. waited for her father to get there, he was going to give us a ride to OC. but when he got there, we learned that jannelle herself was going to be giving us a ride, woooaahhh.! ahah. i was very impressed, she didnt do that bad. ! go nelle! (: well yess, we got to OC, and went straight to the admissions place. it turned out we needed some signature from a director or counselor or whoever from there. so we all went upstairs to get that signature in order to apply for classes. woahh. that was some process.

waited outside, then we all went inside, gave papers to a lady that rpinted out our college transcripts, were lead to a little waiting room to be called in order to get signature, the person signing was taking FOREVER. he was conversating with everyone... like seriously?? ughh. he was gayy. we could tell. ahah. but its cool. no he was jst more femenine than me ahah. finally got that darn signature after all but lina had gotten their signature. ahah. went downstairs and waited for like and hour or 2 in that fxcken line that had not been there when we first arrived. gossiped while we were in line. cassie and i were eyeing boys. pretty fun ahah. but the LAMEST thing happened. Andrew had gotten his sinature earlier than me, so he was waiitng in line a few people in front of me. when it was his turn, the lady didnt accept his admission stuff because he had no high school transcript, which eddie didnt have, but had registered a few people before andrew, BUT WITH A DIFFERENT LADY. so me and cynthia were smart enough to stay in line and wait till that other lady was free. letting people go in front of us to the LAME lady. she did attend us and happily registered us without asking for a freakin high school transcript. andrew and cassie who had gotten out of the line decided to cut the people and wait for the lady that attended us to be open. so when they finally got attended they too got registered without a high school transcript. that lady WAS LAMEE! wasting our time. gahh. after we were done we waited for like 30 mins because jannelle was who knows where. ahaha. jk she was getting some situation fixed with her classes. when she finally was done we went on another mission to get food.

at first we had decided to go to hawaiian barbeque place, but that was practically in the other side of town, and we were walking, with a time limit. jannelle had to b baack to school for the basketball game at 7. and when we were walking it was almost 6. decided to change it up and just go to panda. i didnt care what i ate, jst wanted to eat something, so i got myself some chinese, and starbucks. ahah. after everyone had situated their dilemma, we started to head back to school. ahahahah. that as well was another great mission. we had 30 mins to walk our asses to school. walk like 2 miles. ohhh myyy. that was FUN. sooo many fast pacing, and slowing down. lina wanted to go home, she was determined to go home walking by herself. i was not gonna let that happen. like seriously. she was looking very sexy, and she shouldnt be walking alone at night looking like she did. ahah. so we convinced her to come with. half way, well 1/4 of the way there, we got separated into two groups. the fast pacers, and the slow ones. FAST: eddie, andrew, claudia, and jannelle. SLOW: me, cassie, and lina. the fast group was seriously fast. we lost track of them. cassie had to cross to the other side of the 4 lane road to get her food from her mother. so she decided to jay walk in the night, risking her life. that was hilarious ahahah. she went screaming to the sidewalk, and ran because a dog was barking at her. next up me and lina. i actually jayed walked (run) but i almost lost my life. well i think cassie was exagerating, the car was still far away before it could actually hit me. but yeah. ahah. she was laughing and crying at the same time.

"omg that was a rush" "to much thrill for one day"

so yes. we finally made it to school, were the fast group was already there. the BAD news was dat we rushed for nothing!. the jv bball game was still on, in the 3rd quarter. jannelle needed to be here for the beginning of the varsity game. she was going to sing the national anthem. so yeah we were pretty bummed that we rushed for nothing. how fxcken lame.

game was alright. left before it ended, but i heard we won woot woot.!


AHAHAHA. ohhh myyy. what a day i had. hopefully theres more like it.

goodbye 09, hello 2010. !

Woah. 09 has been filled with sooo many different things that have happened to me. From prom, to my summer walks to OC, getting honked via older men, guys trying to pick me up, to lawn mower workers wanting me to do them, to the beginning of my jammed packed senior year, to the many GREAT memories that I have with friends. (That was a lot of "from.. To.. " Statements LOL. ) This year has been great but I'm ready for a new one, and ready to see what life has in stored for me. It better be something nice. (:

Love began sprouting for me.. But it never got the chance to bloom. Hopefully that changes in 2010. If it doesn't, then something is trully wrong with me. Gahh.

As for friendships.. I've gotten really close with a lot.. Started to feel separation from others..I'm glad that I've gotten close with a lot of my friends, and even closer to a few.<3 But I don't like feeling like I'm being tested, what is there to test?...

let's hope that everything goes well this year, that I graduate happy, and that life has exciting things coming my way. (: