ive finally cracked. ive had soo many emotions packed inside me, not only from recent events but just from my overall life, they kept building and build that they finally broke loose. idk how they did but... well.. i guess i do, one last thing finally hit me and i couldnt take it anymore, so i released them the best and worst way anyone could. by crying.
i never thought i would crack. i saw myself as someone that could hold on to my personal emotions so well, i guess im not that much of a rock. its been years since i cried that i thought i wouldnt cry anymore.. i was wrong. never did i think i would cry like how i did. the more i thought about things, the worse it would get. the music playing in my ears wasnt that much of help either, coincidentially lots of sad songs played during that time.. i guess i can finally say that ive had an emotional breakdown, or that i was an emotional wreck...
it feels good to have been wiped out from all those emotions i had. i feel refreshed now..... ok im not gonna lie, im not completely wiped, im still a little sadden but im sure itll pass. now i have to move on with my life, the past is the past, and the future awaits me.
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