Saturday, March 13, 2010

i dont get it. .... "/

And just like that, my hopes and possibilities get shot down. One more time..... I don't get it, am I not alowed to be with anyone? Am I not allowed to at least meet a guy that will feel the same towards me, as I would feel towards him?.... Idk, am I asking for too much? Someone plz just tell me. I feel like my feelings have been played with, but I'm not blaming anyone except myself, for I was the one that put out my feelings, I put them out hoping someone would take a chance with them, but nobody seems to want to right now.

Now.... That stranger...... That stranger that I got excited to meet this whole past week, is gonna end up being just a stranger. I knew it was too good to be true when I heard he was coming down. I knew that he didn't want anything to do with me anymore, I jst didn't want to go by it. And in the end, I was right, once again.. I was right. And i HATE it. "/


If some people have it so easy and simple, why can't I?... I'm not any different then they are..... I just don't get it.

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