MY version of Valentines Day, not HOLLYWOOD's.

february 14 has come once again, and its now minutes away from being just another day. i was once again single, SURPRISE.. -_- when i woke up i was jst not feeling the day at all, i was practically down for the whole beggining of the day. i thought that my day was just going to be as miserable as any other valentines day, but im glad it wasnt. hollywood's version on this day was very sweet and funny, i admit i did like their sefl tittled day movie. i could go watch it again and again if i wanted, but my day wasn't going to go like the one in the movie, not even close. the closest it could of gotten to might of been the part where jessica beil throws a "i hate valentine's day party" where people wack a heart shaped pinata. ahaha. thats as close as to what my actual valentines day could of gotten. the pinata part might of been FUN!, but there was no pinata on my day, ahaha.

it was the afternoon when i heard that my mom and sister were going to go to camarillo for who knows what, all i knew was that i WAS NOT ABOUT TO STAY HOME ALONE, i was not about to be miserable for the rest of the day, so i txted my cousin to see what she was going to do for the rest of the day. it turned out that she was jst home, bored, furstrated, with nowhere to go. so i asked her if i could get dropped off, and she said i totally should, we could chill, and have fun together. so that was my plan for the rest of the day. it was about 5pm when i arrived at my cousin's and when i entered her house it turned out that my other two cousins where there too, i asked them if they were going to go out, and they were like

"noo, this day sucks!!"

i agreed with them. haha. then i realized that they were watching Halloween 2 so i joined them. i didnt realize how gory that film was, michal myers was seriously on crack, he would stab people on their spine like 20 times, no kidding. he would cut their heads off with glass, butcher them with an axe, and pop flatten up their heads with his foot. soo much blood was spilled, soo many "ewww's, blahhh's, and gahhh's" were said, and soo many bones were borken. michael had jst finished stabbing a nurse in her spine for the 20th time when i said,

"what a GREAT movie to watch on valentines day!!"

my cousins were like

"fuck yeaah! we dont need no faken romance, some blood, and gore is perfectly
fine."

ahahaha. it was hilarious. to add to the GREAT atmosphere the lights went out like 30 mins into the movie. we all were like wtf?! ur kidding! that was a good movie. ! then my cousin was like

"let's light up some candles, it adds to the romance"

ahaha. we started laughing. it took like 6 mins for the lights to come back on and for us to continue watching our movie. we got hungry half way into it and decided to go for something to eat. carl's jr was the place of choice, yumm i got me a nilla shake, a western, with cris-cut fries. ! i was a happy camper. we went back home and enjoyed our meal, chatted it up, and then the lights went out yet again. this time we were in complete darkness, it was scary. !! we had our phones on and made scary faces. ahha. eventually the lights came back on, and me and my cousin started a conversation on our love lifes. it got pretty deep. then my ride came to pick me up, and it was time for me to go home.

what a great day it turned out to be, while people were out on their dates, celebrating their love, i was at my cousin's watching gory bloody films. ahahah. thats how i roll. NO NEED for me to be at home, alone, miserable, tearing myself apart for being single, NO NEED for that at all. quality time with thee fam bam was my remedy from an emotional breakdown. now i can move on with the rest of the year, looking forward to my birthday, my license, my graduation, and my hopeful car. (: