so what do you know. 1st semester of my SENIOR year, came and went. im still in shock of how fast it passed. one more semester left, and im out of high school. whooaahh. soo many memories, so many good times, so many crushes, haha, but thats for another time. we still have 2nd semester to create more wonderful things. !
the thing im focusing on now are finals.
whooaahh,, calculus, to FACKEN english, to easy ass physiology. finals went pretty well for the most part. lol
CALCULUS.
- the calculus final wasn't that bad, i actually thought it was pretty easy. but when ever i think that about a math it always ends up backfiring on me. haha. for the most part i understood what to do, the previous day me and cynthia were studying how to set up equations on paper, and on calculator. get this, we were studying at CARL's JR. AHAHAH. yyy u ask??? because me and my friends would be the only people down to do that. ahaha. but yea, i finished my test on the first day, while most people didnt, and got a second day to do it. yy u ask again? becasue our calculus class was in first period, which is 50 minutes long, compared to our other classes that are 1hr and 50 mins long. but yeah, i had finished my test on the first day, so i didnt needed to continue doing it the second day, but i took the day to look over my work for mistakes. i felt very confident in the end.
GOVERNMENT AP
- our final was a partyy. ! woot woot. haha. we didnt have an actual final, final. we had taken a unit test the week before, so that was counted as our final. even though it wasnt. we had a "cultural exchange" lots of good food was brought. my favorites are claudia's ceviche, and deanna's spinach dip. YUMM- O they are freaking BOMB. not joking. i was pregnant with a food baby by the time class ended.
ASB
- here, we had yet, another party. AHAHAHAH. dont worry this was on a new day. not right after the government one. haha. here lots of good food was brought as well, enchiladas, pancet, bacon, beans, waffles, cereal, french toast, donuts, cake, and deanna's spinach dip. ! hahah. (it was breakfast themed,)it wasnt really sticked to thoguh, haha but whatever food was bomb. after this class ended, i had another freaking food baby. ughh. i really let myself goo. -_-
ENGLISH 4 AP
- here, was the final of hell, ohhh myyy. we got tested on EVERYTHING we talked about since day one of school. literally. tested on books we read over the summer, and during school. also on stories, poetry, and writing characteristics. but since nobody (me and friends) pay attention during her class, seriously we all txt, or even sleep right in front of the teacher, we had a really hard time. well i guess i can speak for myself on this one then, i HAD A REALLY HARD TIME. guessed pretty much all of the 100 questions. i no i got at least 20 or 30 questions right though. some of the questions i knew. this was the worst final, ughh. thank god it is over.
PHYSIOLOGY
- this test we underestimated it. we all thought that it was going to be soo hard. so we spent the night before the test making up our cheat sheets. we hoped from mcdee's to strabucks to finally jannelle's house. we wrote soo small and packed everything into an index card. surprisingly the index card was hardly needed. most of the questions were SUPER easy. but then again, if we hadnt made those cheat sheets, we would of missed alot of questions. ( i think i contradicted myself.. o well) by the end of the period. i felt good. even though i guessed on like 15 it was still a pretty easy test. i was happy with it.
FRENCH 4 AP
- for the last class, our teacher decides who takes the final. she decides this by excluding the people that have never been absent, from taking the test. THANKFULLY, i was one of those people. i couldnt afford taking that test, i needed full credit for the final (she gives full credit to people not taking the final). so instead of taking the final, me, dontae, eilien, and brenda, spent the class time playing scrabble. it was soo fun. some of us were making lots of points by just one word. ahah. in the end i got second place, with 153 points. 5 points short from dontae who got first place, 158.
overall, i was worried for nothing. most of the finals were pretty easy. now that i think about it, i only had to take 3 finals out of my 6 actual classes. yay me. !
well, first semester is over. time to begin and end my last semester of my high school career. ill keep you posted. (:
Friday, January 29, 2010
Saturday, January 23, 2010
let me have a LIFE.
my whole life, ive been the good son, always stayed home, listened to rules, didn't do anything bad, or even get in soo much trouble. but now.. as a 17yr old, i just dont want to be like that anymore. im SICK and TIRED of been the good person, sick and tired of staying at home, wasting my time, while people are out enjoying their lifes. i want to have adventures out there in the world, not here in my house, playing video games and watching tv. but my mother just doesnt seem to understand.
see, im the baby in my family, and my mom is very caring over me, and its not that i hate that, i LOVE that shes soo carign about me, but she has to understand that im not a baby anymore. that i WANT a life.
shes never been strict with me, but now that ive grown up shes gotten wayy more strict and i dont like it at all. my thing with that is that why is she choosing to be strict now, now that im almost 18yrs old. im sure shes thinking that im when i go out, im out there drinking, or doing things i shouldnt be doing, and even though she tells me that shes not thinking that, i KNOW she is. whenever i go out i always tell her where i am, and where im going, but i feel like she thinks im lying to her. and it furstrates me. she needs to understand that im NOT like all those other teenagers my age, im NOTHING like them, i dont waste my time doing the STUPID things that they do. MY FRIENDS are not even like that either, so she doesnt need to worry about me hanging around that type of crowd.
i want to have the same previlages that all my other friends get, their parents, TRUST them, they get let out of the house until whatever time they want. I WANT to be like that, this is my last year with my friends (if we all separate in college) and i want to spend every moment with them. but that is costing me. my mother keeps calling my phone to come home, i have to argue with her evertime to tell her that im fine, that im not doing anything wrong, i tell her where i am, but in the end she makes me feel soo guilty that for the rest of the time im not happy or confortable being were i am.
last night, i spent it with ym friends, we were having a good time, went to eat, to the store, and finally to my friend's house. i told my mom that i was going to go out to eat, she was fine with it, but since my phone was broken (she knew it was) idk if she tried to locate me or something, but when i called her to tell her i was at my friends house she was mad at me. telling me that it wasnt the time for me to be at someone elses house, and that she wanted me home. i started arguing with her again, telling here the same things i always tell her. she ended up hanging up on me. that was around 8 or 9 pm. the rest of the night i spent it feelign guilty, and not comfortable at all, on one hand i felt that i should be going home, that i should listen to my mom, but in the other hand, i wanted to be with my friends, i didnt wanna go home to waste my time on the tv all alone. so i decided that i was going to stay. when we finally went home it was 2am. i got dropped off last. thinking that i was fine, and that my mom would get over it, i went inside and there she was, laying in the couch with a blanket waiting for me. and once i entered she started crying. she kept telling me that she was worried for me, that something could of happen to me, i kept telling her that she didnt have to worry, i wasnt doing anything wrong, that she needed to trust me. i almost cried along with her, but i held back the tears.
i jst hope that my mom comes around, and that she learns to trust me, to let me grow up, and to make my own choices. the last thing i want to do is hurt her, or push her away, but if she doesnt learn how to trust me, i dont know how things will be in the end.
see, im the baby in my family, and my mom is very caring over me, and its not that i hate that, i LOVE that shes soo carign about me, but she has to understand that im not a baby anymore. that i WANT a life.
shes never been strict with me, but now that ive grown up shes gotten wayy more strict and i dont like it at all. my thing with that is that why is she choosing to be strict now, now that im almost 18yrs old. im sure shes thinking that im when i go out, im out there drinking, or doing things i shouldnt be doing, and even though she tells me that shes not thinking that, i KNOW she is. whenever i go out i always tell her where i am, and where im going, but i feel like she thinks im lying to her. and it furstrates me. she needs to understand that im NOT like all those other teenagers my age, im NOTHING like them, i dont waste my time doing the STUPID things that they do. MY FRIENDS are not even like that either, so she doesnt need to worry about me hanging around that type of crowd.
i want to have the same previlages that all my other friends get, their parents, TRUST them, they get let out of the house until whatever time they want. I WANT to be like that, this is my last year with my friends (if we all separate in college) and i want to spend every moment with them. but that is costing me. my mother keeps calling my phone to come home, i have to argue with her evertime to tell her that im fine, that im not doing anything wrong, i tell her where i am, but in the end she makes me feel soo guilty that for the rest of the time im not happy or confortable being were i am.
last night, i spent it with ym friends, we were having a good time, went to eat, to the store, and finally to my friend's house. i told my mom that i was going to go out to eat, she was fine with it, but since my phone was broken (she knew it was) idk if she tried to locate me or something, but when i called her to tell her i was at my friends house she was mad at me. telling me that it wasnt the time for me to be at someone elses house, and that she wanted me home. i started arguing with her again, telling here the same things i always tell her. she ended up hanging up on me. that was around 8 or 9 pm. the rest of the night i spent it feelign guilty, and not comfortable at all, on one hand i felt that i should be going home, that i should listen to my mom, but in the other hand, i wanted to be with my friends, i didnt wanna go home to waste my time on the tv all alone. so i decided that i was going to stay. when we finally went home it was 2am. i got dropped off last. thinking that i was fine, and that my mom would get over it, i went inside and there she was, laying in the couch with a blanket waiting for me. and once i entered she started crying. she kept telling me that she was worried for me, that something could of happen to me, i kept telling her that she didnt have to worry, i wasnt doing anything wrong, that she needed to trust me. i almost cried along with her, but i held back the tears.
i jst hope that my mom comes around, and that she learns to trust me, to let me grow up, and to make my own choices. the last thing i want to do is hurt her, or push her away, but if she doesnt learn how to trust me, i dont know how things will be in the end.
Tuesday, January 19, 2010
PROCASTINATION: a love && hate relationship.
i think we all know what procastination is right??? if you don't, well let me tell you.
Procastination means that you wait till the last minute to get everything done, when you had LARGE amounts of free time to do it.
now that you know what procastination is, let me tell about the love and hate relationship that i have with it.
well, in school there are three kinds of people, the type that get everything done when its assigned, the type that don't care at all about what is assigned, and then there are the type of people that i happily fit myself into. the PROCASTINATORS. well i believe that my whole life ive been a procastinator, and ive noticed that u had dealt with it sooo well, that it has got me to where i am today. (: idk what it is about doing everything last minute that jst works out for me, but it does, and i dont have any problem with it. im not saying that im lazy when it comes to schoolwork, heck what am saying? yes i am lazy when it comes to homework.. who isnt??? certainly not myself, and the people i associate myself with. MY FRIENDS. we are one huge ass group of procastinators, and i love it ahah. but anyways, its not that i couldnt do my work when ever i had free time, i could if i really wanted to, but thats just simply not how my mind works. whenever i have an assignment and i know that it wont be due for a while, my mind just doesnt feel like working on it, instead it thinks
two main examples that i can give about how being a procastinator has made me achieve high grades on assigments would have to be, science fair project, and research papers. all i can say about the science fair project is that i spent one day working on it, (mainly night) and that one night was jst enough to get my project an awesome grade, and even qualify me for the county state science fair! and for the research papers, ive literally started and finished them the day before their due date, nights filled with furstration, tirednes, complete BS writing, and overall "im over it" mood. so what do those nights give me? they get my papers high scores. my papers turn out to be as good as the other papers, from the straight "A" students, students that did their papers with time, and spent lots of their time actually researching. haha ! HOW DO I DO IT? i honestly dont know. but im glad i do it. haha.
that was the thing i love about procastinatig, the thing i hate it about it, is the fact that i spend one whole night doing eveeything possible to get everything done. from txting, to twittering for assignments, to starting from scratch. gettin furstrated with the whole thing every hour of the way. wanting to give up, BSing it when u jst dont dont give a fuck anymore. WANTING TO SLEEP. and literally jst wanting to give up. you think to yourself,
P.S. if you've sparked some thoughts about turning into a procastinator, dont, ur not going to handle it, truste me. it takes alot of endurance to not crack under the pressure.
Procastination means that you wait till the last minute to get everything done, when you had LARGE amounts of free time to do it.
now that you know what procastination is, let me tell about the love and hate relationship that i have with it.
well, in school there are three kinds of people, the type that get everything done when its assigned, the type that don't care at all about what is assigned, and then there are the type of people that i happily fit myself into. the PROCASTINATORS. well i believe that my whole life ive been a procastinator, and ive noticed that u had dealt with it sooo well, that it has got me to where i am today. (: idk what it is about doing everything last minute that jst works out for me, but it does, and i dont have any problem with it. im not saying that im lazy when it comes to schoolwork, heck what am saying? yes i am lazy when it comes to homework.. who isnt??? certainly not myself, and the people i associate myself with. MY FRIENDS. we are one huge ass group of procastinators, and i love it ahah. but anyways, its not that i couldnt do my work when ever i had free time, i could if i really wanted to, but thats just simply not how my mind works. whenever i have an assignment and i know that it wont be due for a while, my mind just doesnt feel like working on it, instead it thinks
"O! i still have 2 weeks to get it done! why do it now??"or in cases of research papers, or big projects
" O! i still have month and a half to get it done! whyy do it now???"ahaha. i dont know why i have that state of mind when it comes to things like that, but i dont rwally mind it, because in the end, it works out wayyy better, then if i would of done stuff periodically. i guess what im trying to say is that i WORK BETTER UNDER PRESSURE. haha. when i know that something is due the next morning, then thats when i get to work on whatever it is, now matter how big or small the assignment is. thats when i truly get into "work mode" and waste my night working on stuff that i regret not working on earlier. even though i get furstrated with myself, and with the amount of work, i suck it up, because i only have myself to blame. but like i said, this has become my source of success throughout high school!. literally.
two main examples that i can give about how being a procastinator has made me achieve high grades on assigments would have to be, science fair project, and research papers. all i can say about the science fair project is that i spent one day working on it, (mainly night) and that one night was jst enough to get my project an awesome grade, and even qualify me for the county state science fair! and for the research papers, ive literally started and finished them the day before their due date, nights filled with furstration, tirednes, complete BS writing, and overall "im over it" mood. so what do those nights give me? they get my papers high scores. my papers turn out to be as good as the other papers, from the straight "A" students, students that did their papers with time, and spent lots of their time actually researching. haha ! HOW DO I DO IT? i honestly dont know. but im glad i do it. haha.
that was the thing i love about procastinatig, the thing i hate it about it, is the fact that i spend one whole night doing eveeything possible to get everything done. from txting, to twittering for assignments, to starting from scratch. gettin furstrated with the whole thing every hour of the way. wanting to give up, BSing it when u jst dont dont give a fuck anymore. WANTING TO SLEEP. and literally jst wanting to give up. you think to yourself,
"why did i wait last minute to do all this! i had twoo freaking weeks to get ityou wish you could go back in time to actually do ur work, (well at least i think that ahaha). but other than these furstrating things, i enjoy doing it, HAHA, like i said, it works for me. so WHY NOT? <3> is not for everyone, me and my friends have literally become professionals in this artform. ahaha.
done and over with!"
P.S. if you've sparked some thoughts about turning into a procastinator, dont, ur not going to handle it, truste me. it takes alot of endurance to not crack under the pressure.
Sunday, January 17, 2010
A walk to remember.
Aww. What a great night it turned out to be. Such an adventure.!
We we were all bored so it was decided that we were going to thee movies today. At first the moviees were scheduled for tomorrow, but eddie nelle bexy and lina had mock trial so we weren't going to b able to hang out at night. So it was switched to today.
The movie: daybreakers. Yay for vampires! Ahah.
Well, as the time approached, the rain didn't want to stop, so we went to thee movies in the rain. Jhonny picked me up again. Then we went to pick up jannelle. She took forever, we thought that she was getting ready, but she didn't see the txt we jhonny sent her. So we had 10 mins to get to thee movie theater. We arrived on time. Jst in time for previews!! Best part. Haha.
Well the movie was pretty interesting. It was sooo dramatic, lots of dramatic music, and dramatic moments. Ahah. But for the most part, it was a freaking nutcase. WHAT THE? Ahah. Seriously, vampires turning ugly, eating each other, licking blood of the walls and floors. Whoaahhh. Crazy! Ahah.
Well the movie ended, and we went out to literally stand on the rain, and decide what we were going to do next. It took like 10 minutes to decide. We kept arguin on what was closer. Ahahah. Ohh myyy. Sooo funny. We decided on dennys, but one big problem, no car. So we HAD TO WALK, in the drizzle. Haha. That was an adventure let me tell u.
Ok so were walking,we decided to take a short cut through the oxnard parking lot.
Cynthia:" u crazy? Through the scary dark parking lot?! Were going to get raped!"
Andrew:" fernie won't mind!"
Myself:" ahah ill take one for the team u guys!!"
LMAO!! So we keep walking in the drizzle, cars passing us by. And were walking, laughing, andrew signing, and cynthia worring about her hair. I was worrying too, it was gettin really wet too. ): we jumped sooo many puddles, it was fun. Cassie wasn't successful, she got her ugg boots all wet. Haha. We were almost to dennys went the cops decided to slow down. Ohh myy. Scaryy. Ahah. My paranoid self worried aha. So we speeded it up. Well, me kristal, johnny, and cassie. Once we arrived to dennys, I was a HOT mess. Literally my hair was all ugly but it was w.e. I wasn't impressing anybody. Lol.
So we chilled in dennys, everyone got food except myself. I wasn't hungry. So I jst sat, and started bloggin this night.
(:
Well now were going home. I hope my mommy doesn't kill me.I'm not that wet, but let's hope she's not mad. (:
We we were all bored so it was decided that we were going to thee movies today. At first the moviees were scheduled for tomorrow, but eddie nelle bexy and lina had mock trial so we weren't going to b able to hang out at night. So it was switched to today.
The movie: daybreakers. Yay for vampires! Ahah.
Well, as the time approached, the rain didn't want to stop, so we went to thee movies in the rain. Jhonny picked me up again. Then we went to pick up jannelle. She took forever, we thought that she was getting ready, but she didn't see the txt we jhonny sent her. So we had 10 mins to get to thee movie theater. We arrived on time. Jst in time for previews!! Best part. Haha.
Well the movie was pretty interesting. It was sooo dramatic, lots of dramatic music, and dramatic moments. Ahah. But for the most part, it was a freaking nutcase. WHAT THE? Ahah. Seriously, vampires turning ugly, eating each other, licking blood of the walls and floors. Whoaahhh. Crazy! Ahah.
Well the movie ended, and we went out to literally stand on the rain, and decide what we were going to do next. It took like 10 minutes to decide. We kept arguin on what was closer. Ahahah. Ohh myyy. Sooo funny. We decided on dennys, but one big problem, no car. So we HAD TO WALK, in the drizzle. Haha. That was an adventure let me tell u.
Ok so were walking,we decided to take a short cut through the oxnard parking lot.
Cynthia:" u crazy? Through the scary dark parking lot?! Were going to get raped!"
Andrew:" fernie won't mind!"
Myself:" ahah ill take one for the team u guys!!"
LMAO!! So we keep walking in the drizzle, cars passing us by. And were walking, laughing, andrew signing, and cynthia worring about her hair. I was worrying too, it was gettin really wet too. ): we jumped sooo many puddles, it was fun. Cassie wasn't successful, she got her ugg boots all wet. Haha. We were almost to dennys went the cops decided to slow down. Ohh myy. Scaryy. Ahah. My paranoid self worried aha. So we speeded it up. Well, me kristal, johnny, and cassie. Once we arrived to dennys, I was a HOT mess. Literally my hair was all ugly but it was w.e. I wasn't impressing anybody. Lol.
So we chilled in dennys, everyone got food except myself. I wasn't hungry. So I jst sat, and started bloggin this night.
(:
Well now were going home. I hope my mommy doesn't kill me.I'm not that wet, but let's hope she's not mad. (:
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