Sunday, January 17, 2010

LETS ice skate!. (:

so my friends decided that we needed to go out yesterday (saturday), but we didnt know where to go or what to do. idk who it was either cassi or eddie, but it was decided that we should go ice skating.

so we arrive at the skating ring. its myself, sara, cynthia, andrew, eddie, cassie, jhonny, and CHRISTIAN ! whaaat?? ahah. hes been really outgoing lately. ahaha. (: but yeah we arrived, like at 7. the ring wasnt opned till 7:30 so we jst chilled outside, and then we headed inside to atleast get out skates. the entry fee was 10 dollas, i payed 8 in dollar bills, and 2 dollars worth of quarters ahah. the lady was looking at my quarters as my turn to pay was approaching. LOL.
so we pay and get our skates, i check my shoe size to see what i am, cause i completely forgot, and im a 7, so i tell the guy i need size 7, i try those out, and cant even squeeze my foot in. i go back to exchange them, and get some 8.5 those fitted a little better, i didnt know it yet, but they were going to be a PAIN IN THE ASS. so we all get ready, lock up our stuff into two small lockers. ahaha. and we hop into the ring. this was my second time going ice skating, but i might as well consider it my first, the last time i went was when i was like 10 years old. ahah. so i skating, almost falling here and there, cynthia was holding my hand, and teaching me how, then she leaves me on my own AHAHA. so im there going slowly around the ring, gettin the hang it, almost coming close to falling, next thing i kno, in the other side of the ring, sara falls and hits the side of her face. everyone was over there, and i couldnt go faster so i went slowly to where they were. when i reaced them i saw that sara had gotten a bruise. ouch. but she was a tropper and got back in the ring. it wasnt a ong time until i fell, well i more like slid, not literally fall, so i was good. i was making some good progress, gettin a little faster and faster. but i was being outshown by the hidden talent of johnny, ohh myyy. he was gliding all around that damm ring. so jealous i was. aha. but yeah, then i got tired so i hoped off to where everyone else was sittin and rested for a while.

after a few minutes, we hoped back in, this time i was going a little bit faster, not such a good idea, i freakin fall on my back. ahaha. darn, and i thought i was gettin the hang of it. but yeah i got up, and continued. it was sadd. most of the time i was by myself, going all around the ring. with everyone passing me once in a while. AHAHAHAHA. omg. how lonely. right? but then as i started to speed up i was keeping up with thee friends. by this time, my feet are killing me, ooomg they were hurting soo bad, lol. so we hop out once again, sit in the bleachers and check boys out. cassie slore had her eye on the ice patrol guard guy and she was determine to get his help. her and andrew plann this whole thing up that they are going to fall on purpose so that "he" can help them up. and what do u know, when they "fall" he goes to them, and helps them up. AHAHAAH. I WASN'T EVEN THAT DESPERATE. LOL. awwww love you guys. ahaha. but anyways their plan worked so cassie was extatic about it. in the other side of the ring, i was holding hands with sara, and going around the ring, pretty fun, but then idk what i did, but i fall on my back YET again. ahaha. ughh. "the guy" comes up to me and asks is i was alright. i was like yeaah thnx. (: ahaha. by this time, theres alot of people in the ring, old and young. speaking of young skaters, there was this little girl, wearing a pink jacket, that would always be falling. she jst wanted to get the attention of all the guys, like seriously, u cant be fallin that much. ahaha. SHE WAS DESPERATE. lol. she was like 5 yrs old. LMAO.

the minutes passed and i was really gettin the hang of it, i wasn't going that slow anymore, if my feet werent killin me, i think i would of been going faster, but that was my fault for gettin small shoes. by now the snow ball fight had already started after going around the ring lots of times, it tends to scrape up ice, and in return we amke it inot snow balls. (: haha. it was FUNN. gettin everyone in the head, andrew got me and i got him back, but the people i was aiming for were my new freshman friend krista and her friend emily. they kept throwing ice at me so it was only fair that i would get them back. ahah.
ok so me and krista were going back and forth hittin each other, and when its my turn to get her i skate soo fast to her that i have no idea what happened but i skated out of the ring, and landed on my back outside of the ice. ahaha. woaaahhh. it was crazy!. i wish it would of been recorded. ahah. that was the end for me lol. i WAS TIRED. and my feet were KILLING ME. ughh. i rested for the rest fo the time, and when it was time close up i skated jst one more time. i was a pretty fun night.

it was fun, but i was sooo ready to take those shoes off, and when i did, it was freaking heaven. i swear. soooo much relief. (: it felt really good to stretch those toes. (: ahah.

it was a good way to end the day to a boring saturday. (:
yay. i love my friends. (:

"Let's commit the perfect crime, i'll steal your heart, and you'll steal mine."

i want to believe that lovee, has found me this year already, but its still up in the air about the true meaning of it. ever since i became open with my friends about my love life, and they became open with me about theirs, im talking about gay love life, i always told myself that i would never be interested into someone that had been previously talking or seeing one of my friends. i always told myself that. i made it a rule for myself, but that rule apparently has dissapeared. i also made it a rule to not fall FOR a friend, bc if something would of happen, then i would of lost a friend, and i would of lost a love. but that rule seemed to have had dissapeared as well. not only did i almost completely fall for a friend, but now im falling for someone that one of them had been talking to previously.

im gladd that i quickly stopped myself, from completely falling for one of my friends, if i wouldnt, idk what awkwardness i would be in right now. im glad that THAT is now old water under the bridge, and that it occurred months ago, now im in a better place with that situation. but this new guy, i can't seem to stop myself, what i mean to say is that i DONT want to stop myself. i wanna jst let it happen. i enjoy our conversations, they always bring a smile to my face. but sometimes i feel that i ENJOY them TOO much that i always tend to ask for more, i feel like im a conversation sucking leech, and i feel like that is annoying him. i have gotten better with the amount of txts i send out, but here and there i slip. but then thing is that sometimes when i slip, it seems that he isnt bothered by it at all, and it brings comfort to me. he txts back perfectly fine, going along with the conversation, and even starting some new conversations of his own. ive felt soo many mixed emotions, that i didnt know what to feel anymore.
but things have changed now.

this past week, ive felt that ive gotten a little more close with him, and that he feels more comfortable with me. i no longer feel like im annoying him, bc he doesnt make me feel like that through his txts anymore. i feel soo happy, that the vibration of my phone is like music to my ears. (cheesy lol) . im enjoying his company, and im hoping he is enjoying mine. i hope that it continues going good, but then again, if things change, then im gonna have to be ready, i cant be too attached to him, NOT YET, if things keep going the way they are, then im free to do as i please. it will be my fault in the end, if this whole thing turns out be a "mirage", and ima jst have to deal with it. "/

(knocks on wood)

WINTER rally.

well, what do u know, another rally has arrived for us. a rally, that i wasnt very happy to do anymore. haha. ughh. prior to rally day, we had one week, one week to get shit done. whyy u ask? for one thing, we had our winter break. i doubt people would of worked during winter break, i FOR SURE WASNT going to. haha. and then the week we get back, ms buen was still somewhere in europe, because her flight had been delayed bc of snow, and storms. so that week was crossed out for doing important stuff. so this past week, was all we had to get started and get finished. well rally day came, and i was basically over it from the beginning of the day.
OH did i mention? I WAS DECO COMMISSIONER. like i actully had the title this time. but, i wasnt alone, i was accompanied by our favorite person. ! the ("co- commissioner") i mean, she deserved it right?? she did SOOOO MUCH for homecoming, it would of been ludacris to not get her as commissioner a second time. but anyways, heres rally day.

i arrived at school, at 7:30, bc that was the time, the fat pig wanted us to be there to take the stuff to the gym, i had no problem with it. so i arrive, is she there? nope i dont think soo. ahaha. so i help our sports rec tie some balloons. when they finish which was like 20 minutes later, had she arrived yet? NOPE. hmmm. was she gettin lipo or something??? i was wrong, her fatness came walking in like about 3 mins before the first bell rang. i had already taken all the stuff to the gym with the help of other GREAT ASB members. <3 align="center">me:"ariana (her name) why are u puttin them like that? they are supposed to go horizontal"
her: "we always have them diagnoly so ima put them like that"
me:" they arent supposed to go like that, i CUT them horizontally for a reason!, the christmas lights are supposed to be twirled around them so they can be suported"
her: "o well idk, we ALWAYS put them diagnol, so thats how ima put them. "
me:" well waht about the lights then?!"
her: " idkk, i'll figure it out"
by that, i was COMPLETELY OVER IT. i was not going to waste my time arguin with her, so i let her fat ass do what she wanted. i myself, started working on the lights, bc i knew that she was NEVER going to work on them. to i linked them together. plugged them in, and was pulling them up to be tied, but they were so heavey that the plugs would detach and they would fall. juan taped the connections together(all of 3 of them) and it seemed that it was going t work, as i was pulling them up to be tied, but last minute they separated one more time. by this time, i jst decided to not put the lights up after all, i didnt want them to be falling while the rally was going on, bc that was what it seemed was going to happen. so i got rid of them. i was jst really furstrated with the whole thing. but it went away after the rally started.
the rally itself was pretty good. jannelle and that other girl sang really nice, the balloon popping game was interestin to watch. and it overall went smooth. except for the fact that the side walls, were falling down, ahaha, ughh what ever. when it was oveer, everything was torned down, and cleaned. i was ready to go home and rest. once everything was cleaned, me and claudia left, and when i got home, i knocked out. pretty tired. ughh.

RONALD REAGEAN library.

we are seniors, so what do we do???! we take a field trip to the RONALD REAGEN LIBRARY, for our government class. ahaha. sooo funn.
well, we left at about 9am from school, all the jocks (college prep people) had to run to the bus to get the back seats, lameee. so we settled for the middle-ish. i sat with bexy. that shady bitch. the night before she had been all nice to eddie R about sitting together. that they were bus buddies for life, but once she found out that eddie had already decided to sit next to cynthia (my cheer captain) she decided to be all lovey dovey to me, and treat me like her freakin reboud. WHAT A BITCH! ahaha. but whatever. LOL. shes a shady. the bus ride was fun, listened to some music, and i looked over bexy's marie claire magazine. some cute stuff was in there. the bus ride wasnt that long, it was like an hour?? i think. when we got there, we literally sat in the bus for like 20 minutes, waiting for some lady to come board our bus and give us directions. gahh. i was gettin furstrated. we were told to make groups of 15 or 16 or 10?? i dont remember. but us friends gathered and made a group. who was lucky enough to be our chapperon?? MRS. LANDRETH. ahaha. ohhh myyy. we got a guide person, i forgot his name. WALT??? idk. but he didnt have an outside voice, he spoke very quietly. so i was like -_- we started our tour like 40 minutes after we physically arrived at the site. ahaha. it was pretty interesting, i had preiviosuly gone, but not like recently, more like in a few years. i think i went during 5th of 4th grade, not sure. we got to see, pieces of the berlin wall, they were pretty. painted and stuff. somebody made a joke about kristal trying to jump over it ahaha. then we visited the buried site. we didnt know it but he was actually buried there. whoaaahh. crazzyy. then we went inside to actually see the library. we saw a collection of signatures from all the previous presidents before reagen, i loved the signatures. i wish mine was like theirs ahah. but no mine is freaking UGLY!. ughh. anyways. we saww how his kitched looked, his younger days, and the attempted assassination on him. whooahh. then the most exciting part came. we went aboard air force one. ! that was pretty interesting. i thought that the inside would have more space, but as i was walking inside it, i felt caustrophobic. eww. then we went to look at the model of the oval office, it was pretty. it actually looks like an OVAL!. haha. lots of pictures were taken, of displays, and us. hopefully they make it into the yrbook. woot. ! haha. then we were let go to eat. we had been told to bring our own food bc the goof there was expensive. and THEY WERENT KIDDING. whoaaah. super expensive it was. i got myself a bacon cheeseburger, fries, and drink for $15. -_- i felt sooo ashamed afterwards. literally. haha. we sa outside apart from the rest of the people that came in the trip with us, and we enjoyed the nice view. but then we were told that we needed to go where everyone was at, so we did, foodless causewe had jst finished. ahaha. so we went and sat with everyone else. well not really, we were still sepearated. the sun was burning. it didnt like my shirt. food was been thrown into mouths. well, kristal's mouth. ahaha. she missed lots of times, so she was ALL dirty in the end. not such a good idea to play mouth catch when ur wearing white. ahaha. we played "he likes me, he likes not" with some dandelions, i got "he likes me" 2 out 3 times. (: it made my day. ahah. well it was time to head back. boarded the buses, sat in a different place from last, still in the middle-ish. me and bexy sang in the ride home. moslty gaga, and random shit. ahaha. FUNN.