Thursday, May 6, 2010

why is this happening to me?

What is this I'm feeling?... Something is very slowly growing on me, and I'm not sure if I should let it grow. I feel like jst letting fate decide all of this, but then I think that I SHOULD be the one to decide, not fate. I feel like I'm risking something that I don't wanna risk losing. I dont want have an awkward starfish in my face, and I feel like if this keeps growing, that starfish is surely gonna be planted on my face. Why mee!! Facken shit!.. I surely am setting myself up for a pickle!... I'm sooo confused... Should I?, or shouldn't I?... Gahhhhh! I don't know what to do..

Well, for right now, this feeling is very small, we'll see how things go as the days pass. We'll see if this is jst another phase of mine.

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